flustered

This is staying at the top of my LJ now, so I can just update it whenever I get something new or if I want to SELL things.

++ = FIRST PRESS

( HELLO! Project )


( OTHER JPOP )

This is MUSIC ONLY. I will edit it later with DVD's!

40 Jpop/non-H!P
126 H!P

166 CD's!!!

I moved journals!!

It's a totally awesome time over at kinenbi !!!!

My neighbors are horrible. Seriously, they can hear me TYPE on my keyboard THROUGH THE CEILING. You all piss me off, I don't care aboutyour babies. I pay RENT to live here. I pay to USE MY COMPUTER.

Oh no, it's 10:53 PM! Am I going to WAKE YOUR BABIES UP? SORRY, I don't care. Assholes.

I AM SO MAD.


Fuck them.

People really piss me off in general. Yeah, I really don't want to go to Anime Expo at all anymore. Fuck AX. Fuck that I'm going to have to hear OMG THAT'S SO KAWAII DESUNE!?!?! all the time. Fuck people that can't even use english when they SHOULD. It's a pet peeve to have this kind of convo:

Person 1: Oh hey! I've been busy, so I couldn't call you yesterday.
Person 2: OH DOUSHITE!?
Person 1: ........Because I have been busy!
Person 2: Ahhh, Poor baby! But you look so KAWAII today!

That bugs. Fuck Wapanese.
I really have no qualms with pissing people off today.

OH NOES! I'm not writing in my PRIVATE JOURNAL!!!! I guess it's because I didn't need it AFTERALL!! I mean, I must have NOTHING ELSE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT SOMEWHERE ELSE. Fuck people who can't handle pressure.

Bye.....fuckers who aren't on my journal. LOL.

Life.

http://flustered.livejournal.com/277484.html?#cutid1

READ IT.

It took me 2 hours to write it.
....

LOL

I applyed to teach children English in Japan. Hmmmm....I really hope I get the position. I mean, it's only 3 months, so Sergio will not miss me TOO much I hope. Oh god, I want this job!!

*anxiously waits*

LIVE TRUMPS flustered Player 2819 flustered Social Rating 127 Sophistication 126 Speed 0.74 Honesty 50.00% Ambiguity 47 Depth 21 Parent hagiel watch flustered fight CREATE YOUR CARD

Today is not a good day.


I really want to leave, but I have to wait for my roomie to come here and pay me rent. I really want to go to the job fair. I really want to make NEW Friends at school soon. Man, I hate today. *grumbles and walks off*

So yeah, friends. If you want to be added to 1litreoftears, comment here. I may or may not add you, as it will have pretty personal stuff on there.



I feel sad to say I can't update this LJ with RL ramblings too much anymore. SAD EYES

Swimming at night is SO not overrated.
More to be posted later.


*dies*

Title: Till Death
Author: flustered
Written in twenty minutes, for fun.


(  I like you.  )

You made me look your way.
Your swinging hair, your golden smile.
This feeling in the pit of my stomach,
it's upsetting and yet...
You say "It's alright", as I lay my lips on yours
and I blush.
Innocence over Adultry.
Mind over Matter.

We may spin a web of lies
Of Lust
Of Heat.
I don't care, lets run into the sunset.
Me and my shadow.

This meme is all about HONESTY!!!!! So, post what you think about me, anonymously. Be brutal, be sweet. I really want to know if you guys are awesome or NOT.

LOL....or if you guys are honest.

Please do this.

Current Top 10 Hello!Project girls (NOT H!P KIDS)!

1) Eri Kamei
2) Koharu Kusumi
3) Kaori Iida
4) Ai Kago (SHE ISN'T DEAD! ;_;)
5) Hitomi Yoshizawa
6) Makoto Ogawa
7) Aya Matsuura
8) Nozomi Tsuji
9) Risa Niigaki
10) Reina Tanaka

Current Top 10 Hello!Project girls who were smart enough to GET OUT!!\

1) Sayaka Iichi
2) Aya Ishiguro
3) Michiyo Heike
4) Mika Todd
5) Lehua (is love)
6) Danielle! I LIKED HER.
7) Mari Yaguchi (hey, she's basically NOT THERE.)
8) RURU!
9) Miyoshi Chinatsu
10) Nada

Those Top 10 Hello!Project singles I could listen to ANYTIME~!

1) Ambitious! Yashinteki de iijyan/ Morning Musume
2) Jiriri Kiteru/ Berryz Koubou
3) Sexy Boy ~UE UE~ (not the real name, sue me)/ Morning Musume
4) Iroppoi Jiretai/ Morning Musume
5) Yeah! Meccha Holiday/ Aya Matsuura
6) Hitorijime/ Biyuuden
7) Do It! Now/ Morning Musume
8) Aenai Nagai Nichiyoubi/ Miki Fujimoto
9) Uwasa no Sexy Guy/ Maki Goto
10) The Bigaku/ Matsuura Aya


It's funny, it took me forever to write that. I think it's because H!P members are now kinda meh. It took me forever to think of 2 more to make 10. HOW LAME, NE?!?!?! LOLOLZ.

Anyways, sleep time I guess.

FIRST OFF: LOLz to people who hate me and aren't on my FRIENDS LIST and yet still read my journal. That's it.

San Diego is love, I just have to say. I went down there yesterday to meet the tenant of my Stepmom's condo. He's a cool guy, 26 and a surfer! I was really nervous meeting him since I was not used to going to peoples apartment and inspecting it. AHH, everything was good though, because he's a really clean guy.

Well, that was the "work" of yesterday. I saw Makochan, Rukachan (Anna is love), and my friend Katy yesterday. Katy and I made fun of each other a lot, because that's the kind of friends we are, Mako and I tried to throw her brother into the pool, and Anna and I talked.

I don't know, I'm like OMG. I WENT TO SD AND SAW MY FRIENDS. I really miss them, living in a new city is hard. I'll be fine though, because I'm strong. Sergio and I are really close and it's comforting to know that even when we fight, we make up and don't hold grudges. Though he got jealous that I went to the Tenant's house. Nothing happened! He's an awesome Jew Boy. I'm happy that the apartment went to someone as cool as him.

\:D/
Now I'm going to shower.

I want to get married.







What?

Pairing/Character/Group/General?: Koharu Kusumi (from Morning Musume)
Catergory: Music
Theme(s): Rhythm, Laughing, Red, Daydreaming, Blues, Simple, Lonliness, Fear, Simple, Sensitive, Past/Present/Future, Artists Choice
# icons in post: 11
Completed out of 100: 24/100
Credits: @Many people from 100x100_brushes, firaga, icongradients, Kakko-ii.com, miracle-beam.net

Screenshots by me!

Credit if taken, it's a nice thing to do.

For: asiancon100

Teaser:

( It's A MIRAKURU! )

Goddamn it, now I DON'T want to go to the movies tomorrow.

NEXT SPOILER I SEE, I WILL KICK REAL ASS. I'm serious about this. Not only was the Omen ruined for me (I still saw it, but was disappointed), but now The Breakup. ANGER IS HIGH.

P.S: Mixi rocks! I will invite people that know Japanese to it. http://www.mixi.co.jp

Katy's coming over today! Wahoo!

I haven't had a friend come over to my apartment yet (Melissa doesn't count, she lives here). Hell, Katy hasn't come up here EVER. So yeah. EXCITEMENT.
Now I have to go do laundry up in LA. Wahoo.

DEAR MR. GONZALES:

SINCE IT'S CAPSLOCK FRIDAY, I'M GOING TO BE VERY HAPPY TO POST THIS IN CAPS.

THANKS FOR THE "B" IN YOUR CLASS!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID IT! I GOT A C LAST TIME, AND NOW I IMPROVED. YOU HAVE MADE ME YOUR FANGIRL FOR LIFE.

MUCH LOVE,
flustered


P.S: B IN DRAMA AND C IN SPANISH TOO. NOT TOO SHABBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEE!

REMEMBER PEOPLE:

LJ-CUTS ARE SERIOUS BUZYNESS AND IF ANYONE ASKS YOU TO DO, MAKE SURE TO FREAK OUT AND ACT EMO. THAT'S THE KEY.
LOL.
LOL.

......../SIGH/